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The Okayest Feeling

by Caleb<3Kina

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1.
it's getting dark so close your eyes and get some rest the day is gone the night is born full of stars the monsters are also scared hiding under beds so hold my hand don't be afraid i will be there dream about wind on a sunny beach bright and warm the sun will rise just for us but we have to wait we're not sad we're just tired dealing with the world but if tomorrow will come here we'll be doing the same
2.
too many words can't hear a thing my brain is full my mind gone numb your skin still glows pretty in the dark we catch some air dizzy from it's smell it's in the air we breathe in the water we drink always has been here forever it will be let love grow let love grow let love be let love be it's in the air we breathe in the water we drink always has been here forever it will be let love grow let your love grow let love be let your love be let love grow let love be
3.
Let Me Out 03:07
4.
A Poem 02:40
i hope you like poetry cause i wrote you a poem i wrote about all these things that i miss most now and if you hear my calling please dont hide open all your windows fell the stardust if you dont feel safe just call my name i will run back to you as fast as i can to give you my helping hand and quickly get back i would do anything to hear you laugh but if youre still hurt i can wait i feel the eternity on my chest no time to rest no time to breathe dont call it a day there is time still my hair's getting gray my voice is hoarse days are getting short nights are cold dont remember your face only your voice the way you talk the way you cry the way you show me around your mind
5.
Mittens 01:53
i wish there was snow or some grass to make me want leave my house pa-pa paparappa pa-pa paparappa i wish you were with me to keep me sane when end seems near wish she was also were here she laughs so nice when we're with her pa-pa paparappa pa-pa paparappa and when it's time to go to sleep i wish the moon was almost full and when it's time to go to sleep i wish the stars were close to us
6.
look what we've done there was this place and now it's gone the sky was blue grass was fresh sun was warm nights were short hair always too bright eyes always too blue feet always dirty hands always full holes in my head your eyes getting wet roses were in bloom such a pretty end
7.
it was new year's eve i couldn't get up i couldn't sleep everything was blue it wasn't lies it wasn't true i saw you standing there you turn your head this look on your face told me to stay here fall asleep on new year's eve i've never felt so alone even when i was on my own please come back one day i'll be there where you left everything will stay the same both my face and my name
8.
How Close 01:38
look at me i'm still here pretend you don't see me i try to be invisible hold me tight like i don't want to give me your hand i'll bite it to blood dance with me like we're both blind imagine the stars falling one by one love me properly i was born with a broken love it makes people mad but it's all i've ever got make me sad i'll write a song about it so we'll never forget how it all this did start make me happy i'll write a song about it so we'll never forget how close we were
9.
here comes may punched me in the face got me out of bed took away my breath i'm afraid but too tired to run away the hardest part is opening my mouth april may be the cruelest month but for sure may is the vicious one all the words are prisoners of my teeth and i could sleep i'm not ready for another day june please come warm those cold nights let me see those eyes being bright if you were me what places would you see? would you go that far to stop seeing light? here comes may punched me in the face got me out of bed took away my breath
10.
Winter Day 02:00
i want to talk to you about that day when you trusted me and i trusted myself i want to talk to you touch your hair winter day with snow everywhere it was hard to walk it made us laugh orange light in a pitch black night you told me that your father died made us tea it burnt my mouth silence between our cold hands
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12.
will the snow disappear when i close my eyes? and what happens when we die? will the person in the mirror finally be me? and when that fucking dog will finally shut itself? is he thinking about me when he's waking up? and can i live without a part of me? is my heart made of glass? and when will music finally sound right? why do i care? and why nobody's here to help? what did i wrong? and where do i belong? is it over now? should i leave, should i smile? will i feel his warmth if i put on his clothes? and will i ever hear again that he is proud of me? can i eat ice cream for breakfast? and is it finally almost spring again?

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Kina does all the lyrics and singing and Caleb does most of the instrumentals with the exception of a few parts.

This was put together between the beginning of October and end of November 2019. Recorded in our bedrooms on whatever cheap recording equipment we have and sent back and forth over email with revisions and additions until it was finished :)

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released November 30, 2019

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Caleb<3Kina Boston, Massachusetts

Collaboration between Caleb from USA and Kina from Poland. We made this music by sending each other ideas and recordings over the internet.

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